24 February 2008

Fun Day

Today was a rockingly fun day. I handed in my final paper for my law class yesterday afternoon, and I have an entire week before the next class starts. I'm also on vacation from work. How cool is that? Time to relax! Yippee!
Anyway, today was great. PQ and I went out to lunch. I've been so busy lately that I haven't spent much time with her, and I've really been missing her. Anyway... we had lunch and then did some shopping. I got some really hot new clothes for work. Business attire but with an attitude. I get to show a bit of my personality. And damn if I don't look great in them!
I got an email from my professor for my next class. And I'm kinda bummed. My two compadres from the last two seminars don't appear to be in this class with me. So I wrote to my academic liaison to ask him why. That's gonna suck. We've spent so much time getting to know each other and how we learn and we trust each other. The more comfortable I am, the more I'm willing to say. Anyway, the professor said that while there won't be as much reading in this class, the writing will be more demanding. I guess the format of the discussion is going to be different and he's going to be much more demanding with the writing. Great. Just what I want. *sigh. I'm really not looking forward to this.

23 February 2008

Friday Fill-in a little late

Lead Momma pointed me to these... fun times!

1. Coming Home is the best thing about traveling.
2. I love a good hot shower when I'm cold.
3. I often use the word wicked.
4. I'm reading A Long Way Gone right now; I like it.
5. My weaknesses are something I dislike talking about.
6. When I visited NC I most looked forward to hangin' with Lead Momma.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to work, tomorrow my plans include hangin' with PQ!

30 January 2008

Class is a bit Frustrating

So, here are a few things I'm frustrated about in my class. The lack of participation. I mean really, it's just not fair that during these weeks of group work that two of us have to do everything (instead of having help from the other three.) My group sucks. It may as well just be the two of us. And then... these are supposed to be fun. Yes, they are a learning experience, but it should be fun at the same time. No one is letting loose and having fun with this. Come on... I mean my friend, who is one of the judges this time around, wrote a post critical of the prosecution. And while that didn't thrill me, it was his opinion. And the lead judge had the professor remove it to maintain impartiality. WTF? Isn't he allowed to have an opinion? Grrr... oh and this was after the lead judge left a comment from another member of their group that said, and I quote: "the civilians killed, were they harmed?" (yep, re-read that one more time... I'll wait.) To that I desperately want to answer, "nope, other than that pesky death thing, they are just fine." Good Heavens! Anyway, final briefs are due at midnight... hopefully things will go well for us!

29 January 2008

Just an Ordinary Week

This was one of those comedy of errors days. I woke up kinda early, but that's okay, I actually got a lot more sleep than I have lately, so I was feeling pretty good. Then I went to get the mail. I thought it was only rain on the porch. Boy was I mistaken. One false step and suddenly my legs were up over my head and I had fallen on my back. Flat out on my back. Glasses went flying...
I was sharing this story with Lead Momma and the way I described it to her was I must have looked like Charlie Brown when Lucy pulls the football away when he goes to kick it... have the visual now? Yep it sucked. I have some huge bruises just all over. Ow.

It's another mock trial week in class. I like these, but sometimes I feel pretty overwhelmed in the classroom. I know it's about my own confidence in myself, but I tend to back down really quickly. Preschool Queen thinks that it's maybe because I'm afraid of offending anyone. Sometimes I think it's because I don't feel like I know what I'm talking about, or rather more like I feel that everyone else knows more than I do. But anyway, today, when I knew I was right, I finally stood up to one of the guys who is forever telling me that I am wrong. It felt good.

21 January 2008

My Favorite Medium

I was asked last night what medium really gets me thinking. And once I figured out what was being asked, I knew the answer immediately. It's the written word. Books. And then I was asked to list my favorites. There is of course the love of Harry Potter; but there are so many other books out there that I love...

The Sound and the Fury
Death Be Not Proud
To Kill a Mockingbird
All Quiet on the Western Front

are just a few of my favorites. Yes, I do consider some of these classics as my favorites. And I have to say, it's only because of the amazing teachers that I've had in my life. They made these books come alive for me. So, yes, it's the written word. Because of the schedule I have, it tends to be the easiest way for me to communicate with those in my life.

My to-be-read pile includes Guests of the Ayatollah, Ghost Wars, Londonistan, A Question of Torture, And If I Perish...not exactly light reading. I do have a few books that are simply mindless, but there just seems to be so many important things that need reading...and so little time!

14 January 2008

How it's going

I've been working on the gratitude journal; and I have to say...it's pretty neat. Even after having some REALLY bad days this past week, it forced me to find just a little bit of good. And I have. Somehow it makes the bad not so bad. This week has been an incredible mix of highs and lows. (very high highs and very low lows)
Unfortunately, I can't talk about what went wrong this week, and at this point it may even be easier not to. Hopefully the advice I was given by a friend will be helpful in the long run!
We finished our mock trial in class and surprisingly enough, the defense (my side) won. After all the trash talking the head of the prosecution team and I had done all week, I was amazed at how graciously he took the defeat. (although there was some teasing that went along with it...)
As far as the reading for pleasure, I've tried this week...I need to work harder on that one. I'm not sure how much I'll get done, but I must try. I need to stay balanced with what I've got for reading. You can really only read so much on terrorism laws, extraordinary rendition, the UN, radical fundamentalists and human rights before it's just too much...:)
I altered my priorities a bit this week, not without serious thought. I spent a good chunk of time with a friend online; and it's been great. Absolutely no regrets about the fact that I could have used the time to do X,Y or Z in my class. And I think that's an important thing to realize. (now I just have a bunch to do this week!)

07 January 2008

UPDATE

Okay so I figured it all out! Finally! YIPPEE! So proud of myself. (Hey, those of us who are technologically not the brightest need to revel when things go right!)

No Longer Behind the Times!

So, I know, I know...Dr Spaz bought me a wireless router for Christmas way back in November. And I've just finally gotten it all set up...I think. Well, I'm sitting on the couch posting from the laptop, so I must have done something right. I just thought there would be a password part and there's not. Hmmm... Maybe I did miss a crutial step. But anyway, I can finally use my pretty new laptop on the couch where it's super comfy! Yeah me!
Oh and with the wireless connection, I've been able to download Skype as well. Have you checked this out yet? The audio part works really well and I'm looking forward to chatting with my friend who told me all about it. Anyway, if you haven't heard of it, skype.com provides free calls over the internet. It's a great way to stay connected with those people who are overseas!
Anyway, this was just a short post to prove that I've finally gotten my butt in gear!
I'll be busy this week, I'm leading the defense in the mock trial we are having in class. This is too funny: as I was lying in bed this morning before I was completely awake, I was starting to formulate ideas as to how I wanted to proceed with this. And I had a bunch of ideas...and was pretty excited about it, until I realized all my planning would be helpful for the PROSECUTION. See, I'm just on the wrong side of these things!
Oh well, off to meet mom and dad for lunch.

05 January 2008

Happy New Year!

I have been simply terrible at posting lately. I know! I hope everyone's holiday season was wonderful. I think I probably could have done without them, but somehow I haven't figured out how to make that happen. Anyway, I've survived them and already find myself about 5 weeks into my second class. I'm just loving this one. It's on international law and I'm amazed at how interesting I'm finding the case studies and material that we've been reading and discussing.
Since it is the new year, I did make a few resolutions, and in a hope to maybe hold myself a little more accountable for keeping them, I wanted to post them here. So, here goes:

1. Improve my GPA. Right now it's a 3.0 and I'd like to get it higher than
that.
2. I'd like to work on getting things lined up for a new job once the
degree is finished.
3. I will post here at least once a week.
4. I will read one book for pleasure at least once a month.
5. I will keep a gratitude journal daily. (sometimes I forget that I have a
ton to be thankful for. This will remind me of that!)
So, help me out folks! Hold me accountable for these!

I have been IMing with a guy in my classes. He seems to be very cool, we have a similar sense of humor, I believe. It's been fun for sure. I can't wait to meet him when we have our residency next June. It's almost hard to believe that at this time next year, we'll only have 6 weeks of classes left. This is certainly going to be a busy year! But it'll be over before either of us know it!

I guess that's it for now...I should really be writing the essay that is due tomorrow by midnight. Only 3 more pages to go...enough procrastinating! Until next week!

01 December 2007

London one year on

So, precisely one year ago was my first day in London. I think I was probably eating dinner at CousCous at this point. I've been thinking a lot lately about what this last year has brought to me. And wow. It's been a lot to say the least. Let's see where should I begin.
In the last year I fell completely in love and had my heart completely broken. To be honest, I thought there were days that I wouldn't be able to ever survive it. But I have. It's probably cheesy, but Kanye West has a song...Stronger. The chorus inspires me.
I was diagnosed with a condition that I can do very little about and given medication that makes me quite ill...that's fun.
I went on a cruise and visited three wonderful locations and got a great tan in the process.
I got promoted and was given the chance to help with the training of my new people. What a great experience. What great people! I'm so lucky to be supervising such a great, motivated group of individuals.
I got into Graduate school. (I think this I may be most proud of this year) My first class is finished and the second one starts on Monday. International Law. I think this one is going to be interesting--there are actually weeks where we have mock trials with each member of the class representing a different actor in the trial. That's going to be fun!
What a difference a year makes, to be sure. I wonder what this one has in store for me? By this time next year, I'll only be one class away from graduating. I have to say, that seems pretty hard to believe, but it's true. And who knows where things will go with that boy who just makes me smile so much...

22 November 2007

Happy Thanksgiving

Okay, so I'm sitting here in NC after a lovely Thanksgiving dinner. The weather is simply amazing. I didn't post the photos from earlier in the week, but it's been snowing just about every day. And here it's in the high sixties today, it's supposed to cool off for tomorrow and the rest of the time I'm here; but hey, it's better than the 17 degrees on Sunday night.

Anyway, I'm here and having a great time. It's been so long since I've seen Lead Momma et al! But all that Turkey has made me very sleepy.

But before I go, I must share the story of my flight down here. We boarded right on time and started to taxi down the runway, when one of the engines started to sound like an unbalanced washing machine. After a few minutes of that, the pilot came on the intercom and said that because of mechanical difficulties we would be returning to the gate and deplaning. He then said that they weren't sure how long the repairs would take so they would be re-booking us on other flights. We got about 1/2 way back to the gate, and he started talking again, saying that the problem somehow fixed itself and that we would indeed be flying to DC. Now, call me a little paranoid, but I really just wanted to get off that plane and get to one that was in proper working order in the first place. I think I may have said every prayer that I knew as the plane was taking off! And then because of that 40 minute delay, I got to DC with just barely enough time to run to the other end of the airport to catch my connecting flight to here. It was an eventful few hours, but hey, I'm here and in one piece!

So, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. I hope you were able to share the day with people you love!

20 November 2007

It's been so Long!

okay, So I pretty much suck and have not written in ages.

Life has been pretty busy, though. Between work and classes, I barely sleep let alone eat! But it's been great. For some reason, I'm one of those crazy people who just thrives on that kind of stress.

Anyway, class is over! I handed in the last paper on Saturday morning at 2:30 and just gave that huge sigh of relief! I have two whole weeks of no classes! I'm not really sure what to actually do with myself. I mean for the last 12 weeks, my entire life has been work, and doing homework at Starbucks. Saturday night before work I actually went to Starbucks with a book I actually WANTED to read and had a cup of coffee and read. It was fantastic. It has been so long since I read a book simply for the enjoyment of reading, that I had almost forgotten how great it was.

And tonight is my last night of work before I go on vacation. I'm headed to NC to see Lead Momma et al for Thanksgiving. I am so very excited! I feel bad, though. She called last night, and I was so exhausted, I couldn't even muster up the energy to have a fun conversation.

Yesterday was my 30th birthday. No I don't feel any different. And no, I'm not having a breakdown over it. It's just a number. Anyway, I met my parents for lunch, which was really actually nice. We had a good time and a great conversation. But I didn't sleep much and so was pretty tired by the time I finally got home. I also did some Christmas shopping while I was out, so I at least have a start on that. So much to do, and so very little time.

Sunday night, Preschool Queen and Homer had me over for dinner to celebrate. I brought a friend with me. He's a great guy, and Preschool Queen and Captain Contrary have met him several times before, but Homer had not. To my great relief, Homer likes him a lot. Thinks he seems like a very nice guy! That means so very much to me. And hey, he makes me smile...a lot. We have an absolute blast whenever we spend time together, which is fun.

Talked with my super-cool cousin last night and I'm so very jealous. She's flying to London today...I wish I could go with her. I desperately miss that city and truly can't wait to go back. I told her about a few restaurants I ate in that I think she may like. I can't wait to hear all about the trip. Hopefully all flights are safe...

Oh, and the return of travel includes the return of Tank's adventures. Should be fun...I should even be able to write most of it on the fly since I'll have my laptop with me. (movies in the airport are a good thing.)

Anyway, that's all for now, more later from the road maybe!

01 November 2007

Posting from the Mac

Posting from my pretty new computer! I don't think I have any idea what I'm doing, but who cares! It's pretty! I'll post photos later (yes I'm such a dork, I know!) Now I have to go get the wireless modem so I'm not trapped at the computer desk, although I suppose that doesn't really matter...at least not for the moment.
I also ordered a case for it and a sling bag...so until that comes there is just no darn way I am taking it out of my apartment. I'm way too likely to drop it.
Alright, that's all for now...

29 October 2007

Working OT

Back on thirds!
Actually pretty psyched about it. It's been fun so far. I decided to work thru my weekend, just to get used to sleeping during the day again, so I'm probably going into work in just a little while. I'm actually finding that I have more time to do my homework lately (okay so today) which is probably a good thing.
The weather has changed, for sure. It's cold now! I think it's maybe 40 degrees outside right now and is just supposed to get colder the later it gets. I love this time of year!
I think the only thing I'm bummed out about right now is the lack of time I have for hanging out at Starbuck's. Maybe tomorrow if I get up early enough, I'll head over there to do some studying before going into work.
OH! My exciting news...I just ordered a laptop! I'm making the big switch to Apple. So, we'll see how I like it. My understanding is that just about everyone who has switched loves it. A friend of mine convinced me that this was really the way to go. It was funny, when I started asking about the Macbook, it was like the decision was made for me. And he started talking about 'when you have your Apple...' He absolutely cracks me up. But anyway, I did order one, and I should have it by Halloween. (think of it as trick-or-treating for grown-ups) I'm sure I'll have tons of opinions on it, and will of course talk about them here...
Alright, I should probably call to see if there is overtime and then get myself to work!

20 October 2007

Today


Anyway, the leaves are changing and falling. I'm so glad I don't have to rake! Here are some pics of the tree outside my living room window!



Only 3 weeks left of this first class! I'm pretty psyched. Just handed in my second paper. So, hopefully that will go well. I need to get my butt in gear and focus on the huge research paper due at the end of the class. I'm not going to be able to pull that one off in one day like I've been doing with these short essays...


Anyway, I'm headed out tonight. Preschool Queen and I are going to the martini bar here in town. The place is just the coolest place to just hang out and drink. It's mellow enough, so you can actually hear the person you're with when you're talking. And they make this out-of-this-world chocolate martini. I could drink them all night long...and I think I will.


This week was yet another very stressful experience. I don't know if I mentioned it in the last post, but I've been mentoring the new people. And while there are 4 people doing the mentoring each day, it's still a TON of work. By yesterday afternoon, I was just about tired of listening to myself. And for real, I never thought that would happen! Anyway, I'm shocked at how fast the day goes by! How cool is that? I've never been this psyched about my job. I really am just absolutely loving what I do at this point. (other than a few minor issues--too minor even to mention)


I've been hanging at the local Starbucks just about every night after work, and it's been fun. Friday it was pretty warm and so I changed my order. I'm totally a pumpkin spice latte or peppermint mocha (made with soy of course) kind of girl. But when it's warm, I really love Iced tea lemonade. So, when I was in there, my barista (he's so darn cool and pretty cute as well...hmmm) gave me a hard time for changing my order. And then the friend I was with changed his order as well. The poor Starbucks guy! It was pretty funny.





13 October 2007

Ohh I forgot to mention

I've been granted a reprieve! I get to stay on days for two more weeks! I'm pretty stoked about it, I just hope that the other midnight supervisors get over it...Only time will tell, right? And our boss is the one who told me I could stay on days.

Random new photos

Okay, I realize this one needs quite a bit of explanation. I came home rather late last night. I went out after work, so it was close to 10:30 or so. I guess Sophie had been playing with one of her little stuffed mice at some point during the day. (She's pretty entertaining to watch with these little guys, she'll throw it up in the air and bat it around for hours.) This one apparently needed to be drowned. So, she put it in her water bowl... And that's where I found it when I was feeding her dinner (yes it was HOURS late...)





Yes, this is my cat sitting in the bathroom. Sometimes she's pretty random. When I came home and saw her here, I just had to snap some photos...



So this is why I haven't been posting much as of late. As you can see, my life is pretty much my text books and my homework! It's been keeping me very busy, but I'm enjoying it...even though the subject matter is pretty dry...
So, this morning, I woke up rather early and decided to do some homework and then go for a long walk. It was great! The weather is just like I like it...chilly. Really needed the long sleeves and fleece vest. I need to bring my camera tomorrow and take some photos of the trees changing colors. It's been beautiful lately. And as I look out the window, it looks like this morning was a good time to go out. It was sunny then...it's gotten very cloudy and grey since! Oh well...gotta love this season!

11 October 2007

Update

So, I've been total crap about writing lately. I do so apologize for that. Things have been beyond crazy here. Work has been great. I can't even begin to explain how great. I love this new position! The work is a challenge, but the days fly by. I have gotten completely used to working days, and will miss them when I go back to nights. Tomorrow is my last day shift. And while I'll miss the people on days, I do think I'm looking forward to going back to nights. I really like the group.

The only thing I am bummed about is not being with the training group anymore for the next step of their training. I had hoped that I would be able to help through until they went onto the shifts (most of them will be coming to thirds, too.) Oh well, they'll survive, and hopefully come to me completely ready to work. If not, I'll be doing a bunch of on the job training once they are on the floor.

Classes are good, busy, but I did my first paper and got a decent grade on it. The next one is due next weekend, so I've been starting to think about it. I've been a total slacker about classwork this week, though. And to be honest, I don't feel at all bad about it. This has really been a trying week. I'll catch up after I get home tomorrow night (since I need to stay up late, anyway).

I've met a guy who has caught my interest. He's funny, sincere, and really very nice to me. It's been fun getting to know him. I have no idea what will happen, but it's nice to meet someone to just hang out with and drink coffee. He likes Starbuck's about as much as I do. He's new in town, too.

And speaking of Starbuck's...I think that I may be on my way to becoming a Starbuck's junkie. I've gotten into the habit of stopping there just about every day after work. (It doesn't hurt that there is a cute guy to chat with there!) I'm going to have to figure out a new coffee schedule, now that I'm going back to mids.

21 September 2007

Craziness

Wow! I've been such crap at this. No posts in ages. So very sorry. Things have been truly INSANE around here! Work is busy, busy, busy. And I'm loving it for sure! I've been lucky enough to be able to stay on days for the moment. My boss decided that I would work with the new training class. There are 15 of them, and of those, 12 will be going to nights. So, my boss wanted them to know a third shift supervisor, and know who they should be asking questions to. The new group seems to be pretty good. There are a few who are having problems, but otherwise I think they'll get it. Our trainer is one of the best, so I have no doubt. I will say that some of them are a little stressed right now about they are going to "get it". I promised them that it would come and reminded them that I was in the same place 4 1/2 years ago.

Classes are going great. It is so much more work than I ever expected it to be. In fact, tomorrow my plan is to head to Starbuck's to do some reading. I'm finding that it's way too easy to find other things to do around here. Like re-arranging my shoes. And cleaning the bathroom. And re-arranging the pantry. So, I think it'll be good to get out and not have anything else to focus on. And I'm rather glad I don't have a laptop yet, because the Internet is such a total time-suck.

It's amazing how fall has come upon us. The trees are changing colors already. And they are simply beautiful! This is truly my favorite time of year. I love the crisp mornings and the beautiful sunny afternoons. I love wearing jeans and t-shirts. And as the weather gets cooler, I love sweaters and fleece. I love the colors and the smell...I love fall!

11 September 2007

9/11

It's 9/11. 6 years. And are we safer? Is the US more secure? Nobody is saying. It's not a debate I choose to have here on my blog.

I do remember that day, clearly. Like it was yesterday. It's one of those incredibly traumatic events that is scorched on every one's brain. Like for everyone who was alive, they remember exactly where they were when Kennedy was shot. Or when the Challenger exploded. 9/11 is the same thing. And so here is my story.

At the time, I was teaching in North Carolina. I taught in a trailer in the playground along with 6 other teachers. I took my kids into the building for a bathroom break and one of the 4th grade teachers walked by me and whispered into my ear. I was only half paying attention to him, there were so many things I was paying attention to. He said "A plane flew into the WTC." I barely even heard what he said, and I certainly didn't understand what he meant. I assumed that it was a tiny plane and an accident. I didn't even pause as I rounded out my kids and continued teaching. About an hour later, my kids were in a special, and I walked into the classroom next to mine, hearing her television on (her kids were in a special as well). I saw scenes of the plane that crashed into the Pentagon. That's when I got very confused. I couldn't understand how someone could confuse the WTC in NYC and the Pentagon in DC. (At this point I still hadn't realized that they both had been attacked.)

The main office then cancelled all afterschool activities for the day. We sent all of the kids home at the end of the regular school day. I guess the administration felt that it was a time to be with their families (and I was 1000 miles from my closest relative). This was the first time I had a chance to learn what was going on. I sat in another teacher's classroom and watched the now famous TV footage of the towers being hit by those two planes. Tears streamed down my face. I realized then that this was no accident. And as I watched, I started putting the pieces together. I drove home in a fog. All of the local radio stations had suspended regular broadcasts and were doing news and call-in shows. My favorite radio personalities were still on air at 4 in the afternoon (their show, was on from 6-10 in the morning). They were serious and you could hear the emotion in their voices.

I got home and turned on the news and watched and cried. I called my family, and told them I loved them. I honestly don't think I have ever felt so alone. I just sat in front of the TV watching footage of the buildings burning, desperate people jumping, and the buildings finally collapsing. I was numb and I ached. The country that I love had been attacked.

I cried like I lost a loved one that day. (I didn't. In fact, I didn't even know anyone who died that day...) That doesn't matter. Even still, 9/11 makes me cry. I haven't been able to watch any footage of it since that week. Alan Jackson's song, "Where were you (when the world stopped turning)" speaks to me. I think whether you like country music or not, it's words touch your heart. I remember his first performance of the song, shortly after the attacks. I don't think there was a dry eye in the house that night. I know mine weren't.

And that day changed me. In profound ways. I felt that I had to do something. I had to find a way to help, to make the US safer. To protect my friends and family. And so, I left teaching, I found the job that I have now.

That's my 9/11 story, what's yours?